TMI - Saechao Photography

"Fortis Fortuna Adiuvat"

"Invest in yourself, be willing to work for everything!"

April 22, 2018 

    When I settle, want to get back to eating natural, as healthy as I can.  I'll be that mienh hippie I've always wanted to be.  grow my own organic foods as much as possible.

- Quails and Eggs 

- Chicken and Eggs Ayam Cemani,  and Silkies

- Vegetable gardens -> Garlic!  

April 20, 2018

Make it work!  So much I have planned for.  Gotta make it work.

April 19, 2018

       Pivotal moment  of my life, go home or stay in a rut.  Learned a lot over the weekend and still learning, so much I want to say, but I've realized, there is no point.    " Fools feel like they have something to say, wise man talk because they have to

April 13, 2018.

#reminder. Be nice, stay humble.   Closing a window and opening another.  Someone just reminded me, it's Friday the 13th.

It's time to go home... was thinking that this morning.   Can always come back.

Besides that, I'm actually elated, someone flexed their muscles to me.  At some point, when people start to recognize what you have accomplished, they measure themselves to you.  It's a stepping stone for me, I don't do it for the recognition, just a good reminder and to stay humble.   I would never flex my muscles.

April 11, 2018

Liberated, :)  Did my taxes, better than expected.  "go get me some booze and hookers" always wanted to say that.  :)  

There was a time I was the guy to know, I'm trying to control Mr. Nice.  If you thought I was an asshole, wait til you see the Redding Sonny, Who's just a little wiser, not a lot but a little...   

Birds, Bonsai, Fish,  Frenchies, Outdoors and Photography.  I'll be busy as hell, no time for girls.  I think I will be single for the rest of my life, frankly, my daughters are okay with that and so am I.  

April 10, 2018

I've never really liked the hybrids of fishes, but now that I am at a different stage of my life, and have different perspective, with that said, I will look to breed my own line of Red Texas. To buy a Red Texas is ridiculous!  I got one for less than $10 by luck, lol.  I hope to get a nice "SUPER" Red Texas.  through my line breeding, These folks in Tahiland making a killing on Flowerhorns, $40 a fish is a killing, when an annual household income is $3600.  Prices of flowerhorns have dropped but SRDs, and SRT, are still high. Especially the Super Red Texas. 

April 9, 2018

"Life is changing, go with the flow"  Dead fish go with the flow.   I like to somehow maintain control.  Always have and always will, yes I am a control freak, controlling my life.  stay the @#$% out of my way.   I am doing me, got nothing to loose, those chosen, have chose their paths. ("Not mine to give to you!")  People forget I am resourceful, there is not a specie of fish I can not get!


April 5, 2018 

   Had an awesome day with my daughters yesterday, wouldn't change them for boys, lol. 

They've assured me they'll be okay, and that I have nothing to worry about, I do wished, I would have spent more time with Claire.  She'll be off to college soon.   Her birthday and Prom soon. 

    Aside the family, I will end up with 71 when I am done.  Maybe 80!   I can't wait to see it flourish! 

    As for the love life, I am putting that on hold, knowing  I have goals to achieve. 

April 4, 2018 

    Had a great day exploring Portland with Audrey.   Today, will be eating with Claire.  :) 

It's good to have a little one who likes to explore. 

April 3, 2018 

If you can't be professional, I won't deal with you.  broke, never felt this broke.  :) can't even afford a AbuGarcia black max at $40.00

March 30, 2018 

    "I thought I had something more important to say", but I don't!   Can't wait to settle home, get my gears and cast that pole!   Set up my 300 gallon tank!   Most of all domestic travels, love to finally see YOsemIte and likely General Lee. 

March 29, 2018

Grateful.... finally puzzles fitting together.

    So the journey begins.........................  "The biggest risk in life is not taking one"

March 27, 2018

    Impromptu trip home,  feels good, keeping my life simple.   there was a time I'd looked to be popular, these days, I'm  F - I -  N -  E, doing me.   Can't wait to settle home, do the simple things in life, do me and my girlfriends,  have a sense of humor.    Slowly but surely, getting there...   #Ihapdreams and goals. lol...

Don't let the few who can't return the favors back to you keep you from being who you are.  It's a reminder of the few you should not go another mile for, but as for new people, have faith, someday, when least expected, someone will help you out in the simplest way. 

" Not mine to give ", puts new perspective on who you can count on and who you can't.  

    Much appreciated to the few who was there for me this past weekend, it doesn't take much, honestly.  The simplest " He's a good kid "  " I have 4 of the 5, here you go "  much appreciated.

March 22, 2018 

    Roller coaster week,  Lets hope the better news continue over to next week.   A few months back I gave my all to no aval, I finally went back to " Everything will fall into place"  Sure enough time seems to put all the puzzles into place.   I am thrilled to see what life has store for me in 2018 and 2019.  Many have said and many have rolled their eyes on me, all good, I know what I want out of life in three years from now. 

March 21, 2018 

    What does not kill you makes you stronger.  Sucks to read about Solar Legend, but the story did put me in a better mood, reminds me there are worst things in life.  With that said, salvage what you can, learn from it, " loose the battle but don't loose the lesson 

March 15, 2018 

     Driving 4:00am with an empty gas tank, gives you a new perspective on life.  I could literally just start over, no strings attach, forgive all the mistakes, forgive everything and everyone, lol.   Life is good... :)

"Life is simple, don't complicate it"

"Stay simple  and humble"

"She's cute but she's not for me"

March 12,  2018

I can't believe it's March 12 already!   Had a good weekend chilling with my daughters, back to grinding, whatever that  means. 

March 9, 2018 

     Still hasn't sink in / register that it is march, I'm still thinking it's February.  I supposed it's good that life is moving.   Happy Friday stay safe, won't be in Redding this weekend.  Wished I could but have to balance life; Family, work and leisure, sometimes girlfriends too, have a sense of humor.   

March 8, 2018 

     I had two dreams, separate dreams of course, of my two long time.  I hope all is well.  My dreams are always the opposite, if that rings true, I hope you have matured.   In my dream, you were a walking drunk pervert.  I was ashamed for you, in truth, I am ashamed of what you've become is why I don't mention you much, but we've always had that connection, my friend, I hope all is well. 

   As for the other, in truth, I shouldn't give a fly J!  but subconsciously my mind/heart has some caring.  I hope all is well with you as well. 

  If you Redding folks think this is about you, it is not, one in Seattle and one in Portland.  Just to feed your noisy needs.

March 7, 2018 

    Boredom will have me turning to photography, I'd much rather invest in my other two passions, but I don't have the right environment, nor do I have the right tank setups for more fishes, otherwise, I'd be in more debt.   As for photography, it is more of social media attentions, of which is only to fill empty voids. #sarcasm 

March 6, 2018 

      Been busy taking care of self, ( mentally, physicaly and financially), not so much physical, been too cold to go out and jog. and I caught a flu from the gym, so I've been hesitant to go back.   Always mentally and financially, the physical part is a little tougher.   Trying to stay under 180, when the weather warms up, start jogging and eating healthier, be back down to 170 in no time, 165 is my goal.

My thoughts on dating...

Don't be jealous/envious of what others have.  It is not real, may appear to be so, but at the end of the day, they are like you in many ways.  And more often  than not, their lives are no better than yours.

"Inside you're just as ugly as me" sounds horrible, but in its simplest form  of conveyance, "We are all alike"

First selfie of 2018, in HDDR.

To say I have conquered the inner demons would be a lie.  I've contained hate. The two I have not come close to even putting in a jar are ANGER and FEAR.  As for hate, I no longer hate.  

Stay simple and Humble.

"Once you go brown, you've made a sound choice............. and I'll love you forever!"  2funny.