December 12, 2017
Can't say I didn't give you my number, I put it on FB. If you missed it, it's 530-999-8477, so much easier to remember now. I disliked the 3185#. Don't be afraid to text, just not group text. I have 80% of everyone contact, which was migrated over.
Dec. 11, 2017
Had a good weekend home, still can't seem to make that decisive move! If anything more stress than good! Three weeks off should allow me to decide weather I'll head home or not, in 2018. Maybe put if off, til Summer? Mentally I am ready, financially not, or is it the other way around?
I was drunk, dude how did I get so hammered.. LOL. I was in no way being cocky, hadn't the slightest idea what I was doing to be honest. It was 3 O'Clock, then 5, next thing I know it was 9:30 and I am throwing up in the back of my niece' car. #2lifeandSTUPIDITY
The road home hasn't been easy, as much as I look forward to a new, the old is holding me back. It's hard to just pickup and leave, leave the comfort. No one ever said "Anew is easy" but I've decided on a date, January 15, 2018. I've yet to give my notice, but likely January 15, 2018.
Fishing, I look forward to that the most, honestly, I don't look to intervene anyone's life. It will be as if Sonny isn't even home, cuzz frankly, I like riding solo and it an't homo.
December 5, 2017
WOW December already. November went and frankly I didn't do anything special, simply because I am simple, maybe that is the answer to life' happiness, stay simple and humble.
I must admit, though, rumors of me not being a straight arrow has me laughing all day, and frankly I like it, less to explain. :)
By the way, happiest birthday to Audrey, who turned 13, yesterday. Sorry I couldn't be there, but hopefully, monetary you are happy.
Life really is simple, get up and enjoy the day, or sleep in, then enjoy the day.
Originally there was 13 of us, Some could use better days, Ou and I have been the few more outgoing, even so I am less social these days. T has been enjoying his single life. missing a few folks, hoping to see more of the original 13s. I still talk to most of them. Nice to be back home with the boys.
November 26, 2017
Life really is simple. Had a great weekend home, got a few things done. Really need to make that decisive decision. Managed not to pissed anyone off or make a fool of myself. Life is good, good to see the Four Horsemen.
THaT is my new phrase "Life is Simple". Someone did mention to me, "Life is simple, but she complicates it"
By the time I am able to make it back to Thailand for a visit, all these artists I like will probably be retire. None the less, Num Kala, Yes Sir Day, Out, Potato, BIGFOOT, Fai Am Fine, Beau, Parn, Bee who no longer sings, but models and acts, Knomjean is pretty cool, Kat's a favorite. I hope to someday enjoy #Thailand AB normal has a great voice, some odd reason, I just don't dig him.. Remeniscent, as child I did enjoy some free Thai concerts.
There was a time I was quick to REACT. I have learned not to REACT so quickly these days. A year ago, this text would have gotten to my head and I would have been quick to draw and fire, but today, silence is the best answer.
Sometimes being right is not comfortable, I've been in this situation before. And I've learned not to care anymore. No one LIKES a Mr. Right/KNOWITALL.
I've learned not to care of what others have to say of a bad situation, letting folks learn their lesson, their way. I don't have the CAPACITY.
"Take care of yourself, before you can take care of others"
November 08, 2017
Been awhile since I've been to the movies, caught Thor, surprisingly a great movie, very entertaining. I didn't once look at my phone, didn't get up to use the restroom. Was entertained through the entirety of the movie. Will own it when it comes out.
I don't like it that I am slow to start, but I hope to get there, I want to enjoy my life at 50, that peaceful life.
I've been a fan of Pink Floyd since I was a sophomore in high school, that was 1993, their song "Wish you were here" was my first favorite, then "Hey you", "Brick on the wall" "Diamonds", countless other songs, I've grown to love. "Us and them" at a time, I was naive and thought it was my girl and I against the world, little did I know it was a song of war.
Us and them
And after all we're only ordinary men
Me and you
God only knows it's not what we would choose to do